Sunday, May 13, 2012

SHAWN JOHNSON - Beyond Athletic Performance


I WROTE ON AN ARTICLE FROM: http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-3445_162-57433319/gymnast-shawn-johnson-a-true-golden-girl/


    I recently (a few hour or so ago) watched a CBS interview with Shawn Johnson. From what I've seen in the past and that recent interview, she is charismatic, talented, and a cutie to boot (I am a dude just for the record). In her interview with Mo Rocca, a few things stuck out.
    Shawn Johnson is clearly into gymnastics. She shares that it: “Makes you feel like Superman and gives you a thrill. It's like an adrenaline rush.” Following that she said this, “It’s [gymnastics] what I live for.” Do note, this is a loaded comment. Although it may not be true for Shawn Johnson in an extremely literal sense that does not mean this is not true for others.

    Although she’s much older than the typical gymnasts (10 years old); Shawn is the self-proclaimed gym granny. She is there because she loves it. She is there because she is dedicated. This year she is competing in the London Games. Loving a sport is not wrong, in fact, doing something you enjoy professionally is a good goal for anyone. However, can sports be something to live for? Do sports make a good God?

Read the following excerpts from the article:
She was expected to win gold in the individual all-around competition. But going into her final event she was a distant 8th.

"I figured it out about ten seconds before I started my floor routine, that my chances of gold were gone," she told Rocca. "I told myself, 'If you can't actually get the gold medal, I want to go out there and prove to the 50,000 people in the arena that I deserved it.'"

"Was it liberating?" Rocca asked.

"Definitely. I remember that routine, that moment - I had zero pressure. I was just wanting to go out there and have fun and do the best routine of my life."

She managed to win silver, which Johnson says taught her something invaluable: "My worth isn't determined by a color of a medal."
  "Getting a silver," said Rocca, "is not getting a gold."

"Exactly. You know, one of the first questions I was asked was, 'How does it feel to lose?' And I said, 'You know, if that's what people think, then we have it all wrong, 'cause I didn't lose anything. I won a silver medal.'"


    I love it. When she realized that she was not going to place gold and was at peace with it, she was freed from the pressure and was empowered to perform or routine to the best of her ability without the tension caused by a desire to win the highest prize.

    I hope this is obvious. “My worth isn’t determined by a color of a medal.” This is the truth. Shawn Johnson, an irreplaceable and priceless person (I did not say athlete for a reason), her worth is not determined by a cheap (but highly esteemed), replaceable object. Yet the first defense, and I would likely fall prone to it as well, for he being questioned on how she did not win the gold, was how she won the silver. Accomplishment and recognition are good, but they are not everything.


    Shawn Johnson, following the Olympics takes a 2 year “break” involving Dancing with the stars and being sculpted out of butter. The last segment of the interview was the last piece that caught my eye:



But the sport she loved so much kept calling her back. And the mother who loves her daughter so much has mixed feelings about that.
"Secretly, I hoped she was done," said Teri. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't say that. I really thought that after the Olympics, we would just kind of go back home and things would just go back to normal."
But Shawn Johnson doesn't have time for "normal" . . . at least not right now.

When asked to guess what she'll be doing in 20 years' time, Johnson replied, "I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow, let alone in 20 years. I have no idea. I have to finish college, you know, have a family, be just living a normal life. But hopefully be successful." [emphasis added]


http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-3445_162-57433319/gymnast-shawn-johnson-a-true-golden-girl/


    It is easy to say that Shawn Johnson has very much already been quite successful. S/he has competed at an athletic level that many people have never experienced, and many never will. In looking at life on the level of “normality,” It is too easy to miss what successful means and translates too. My successes (lovingly serving my family, being less and less of a taker in my relationships) will not necessarily be synonymous to hers. Additionally, the scale and rank of success has to be recognized as well. Everyone doesn’t go to the moon and not because we can’t build enough rockets.


    I beg of others to not forget Sarah Devens, an excellent 3 sport collegiate athlete who died in 1995. Her life, by her definition, was intense, stressful, and structure. She shared in an interview before her death:


"I don't know if I would be happy [if I quit a team] ... It would be sort of hard to quit now. Part of me wishes I could take a break, but I want to be there, to keep playing." http://thedartmouth.com/1995/07/12/news/sarah

    Sports are a wonderful hobby, a wonderful way to stay healthy and have fun at the same time. It provides challenge, a thrill and more. However do not fail to recognize that sports cannot fulfill a person, especially for one’s whole life. We age. We grow tired. We grow weak. I do not know Shawn Johnson. I do not know her beliefs, but I do know this. If sports, if people, if anything that is subject to change, decay, or cease at some point is the object or foundation of her identity, then one day she as well as any other person with a similar foundation will be disappointed.


Listen to the Psalmist:


PSALMS 84

My soul yearns, even faints for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God…..blessed are those who dwell in your house… blessed are those whose strength is in you…. They go from strength to strength till each appears before God in Zion…. Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere…. The Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless…. Blessed is the one who trusts in you.

Very Personal Reflections

This post is going to be an off-shoot of the typical and more personal.

Praise God for counseling!
I had the privilege of meeting with a wonderful counselor to discuss different things I am struggling with. During the course of our conversation, some things were pointed out for which I am very grateful.

1. I can be open before God about my faults
  • not picking up on social queus (not necesarrily a sin, but definitely a source of problems)
  • my neediness (wanting people around me for my benefit, asking others to serve me, rather than extending myself in service to those around me)
  • being willfull, everyone should NOT conform to my wants and needs
  • wanting to be God (I want control over outcomes, all the time... I want control over the blessings and praise I recieve from people)
2.  Wanting praise and recognition from people is a low goal.
  • praise from people is somewhat controllable
  • when people give me accolades I would reward them with "gifts" or when I feel disrespected I would want to punish them and myself by withdrawing...
  • What I need to aim for is praise from God. JAmes 4 says that God exalts the humble. I have no control over how or when God will praise me, but I have to start by taking myself out of the center and placing my Heavenly Dad in the center
3.  If I dated or married someone where they were how I based my worth, significance, etc. I would be making them a tool.

I hope this blesses someone :)

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Trusting God=not stealing

I was working with a  friend, he's not a Christian and we were talking about random things. Somewhere in the conversation came up the matter of the law and stealing. It was embarassing because he called me out on stealing. After praying about it, it turns out that what he said was a blessing because I prayed about it.  In the US, stealing is all the rage. If something is available, then we take it whether it's been at wor, at school, from family, or even online. You can rip music and videos off of youtube. You can torrent almost any book, artist, game, or software including PC STudy Bible. However, this is what Christ says....

"What comes out of a manis what makes him 'unclean.' For from within, <span class=" fbUnderline">out of men's hearts</span>, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft...."   Mark 7:20-21

Previous to this, Christ quotes Isaiah to the Pharisees (who were judging Christ and his disciples as 'unclean' by their tradition, not the Word of God aka the Law). 

These people honor me with their lips, 
but their hearts are far from me.
They worship me in vain;
therir teachings are but rules taught by men.

It is not hard to fall into Phariseeism, it's hard to get out. It's not hard to sin, but it's challenge to repent from sin. I encourage my brothers and sisters who call themselves to be a follower of Christ to check their hearts and ask God,

"Father, by taking (fill in the blank), am I honoring you? Am I living according to the holy (which means 'set apart') calling that You've given?" 

God established are US government. If you don't believe me look at Romans 13:1. If we are rebelling against that authority, we rebel against God. If you don't believe me look at Romans 13:2. As Christians, we can't justify our actions of rebellion by saying its for a good purpose, or that everyone else is doing it. We're called to serve God's purpose, not our own. We're called to follow Christ's example, and not that of our culture.

Lastly, please don't think in terms of how far can you go without "really doing anything wrong". God sees the heart.

I'm going to use this as an opportunity to honor one young lady who has encouraged me by the example she sets for being above reproach and in who's steps I aim to follow. Andrea Floro.

Life and Death [Jeremiah 21:8-10]

Background: Israel involved in idolatry, injustice, and in essence has broken their covenant with God. This results in consequences, submission to BAbylonian rule. The leadership, Zedekiah and others, will pay with their lives, however God made provision for the people.

8 "You shall also say to this people, 'Thus says the LORD, "Behold,I set before you the way of life and the way of death>.
9 "He who dwells in this city will die by the sword and by famine and by pestilence; but he who goes out and falls away to the Chaldeans who are besieging you will live, and he will have his own life as booty.
10 "For I have set My face against this city for harm and not for good," declares the LORD. "It will be given into the hand of the king of Babylon and he will burn it with fire."'

Jesus Christ prayed for Christians to be in the world but not of it (John 17). God has also set before us as well as the whole world the way of life (through Jesus Christ, John 14:6) and the way of death (the ways of the world=sin ==>death Romans 6:23, 5:12).

Because of our sinfulness, this world will pass away. Revelations and Jesus' prophecies about the end times discuss this matter. Unlike the Israelites, we don't have to surrender to a threatning army and worry about their intentions toward us. Many of us are not even under a "besieging" pressure. We have the opportunity to turn to Christ, and in doing so, we get more than our temporal lives as booty, but we get the power of God in our lives through the Holy Spirit and an eternal salvation that nothing on earth or in all of creation can take away. 

Life or death. Eternal or temporal. 

A not too long Easter Talk

Let me break it down: <span class=" fbUnderline">Rom 3:19-31, 1 Cor 5:6-8, </span>.

The Law is like an X-ray it shows our brokenness. The Law can do an autopsy, it tells why we die. <span class=" fbUnderline">The Law cannot heal brokenness, nor can the Law reanimate people dead in sin.</span> 

Unlike today's medical examinations and process of diagnosing problems where we pay the doctor, we don't have to pay a thing.

Praise God though for Christ. Our Passover Lamb. Christ paid all the debt for all the people, "for the joy set before him, He endured the cross!" <span class=" fbUnderline"><hebrews></hebrews></span>

<span class=" fbUnderline">Romans 6:1-14</span>
Christ does more than X-ray, he doesn't just set bones, he sets our souls! Christ does more than a medical examiner, he doesn't just identify our cause of death but he brings the dead to life!!

Not done yet!

 While Jesus was having dinner at MAtthew's house, many tax collectors and 'sinners' came and ate with him and his disciples. When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, "Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and 'sinners'?" On hearing this, Jesus said, "It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy [to show love, unconditional, forgiving], not sacrifice.’ For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”
<span class=" fbUnderline">Matthew 9:2-13</span>

<span class=" fbUnderline">Romans 3:23</span> We’re all sick, we all fall short.

Still not done!

 I’ll speak for myself. I don’t want someone to give me an X-ray and leave. I don’t want someone to give me an autopsy. And I don’t want to be a slave to the ways that go to death (<span class=" fbUnderline">Rom 5</span>).  I don’t want the Law. I can’t live up to the Law. I want a doctor. I have a doctor. I have Jesus.

Old Stuff

These are different excerpts from things that I am studying and listening to for the purpose of growth and maturity. I hope to share these with other people and hope that to those who see it, they gain some wisdom, and insight. These excerpts are not exclusive to quotes, but extend to parts of the message that I listened to and expanded on for my own growth.

March 2,2009
  • Love is the most important thing we can do
    • for God
    • for others
    • for ourselves [happiness does not come from me attempting to promote me and trying to get things out of others (i.e. attention, favors, praise, respect), but when I give out to others… I will experience the happiness… or as X puts it, the joy of GOD.”